Much More Than Just A Friend by Lally

 This is from a magnificent person on how they felt about me.  She is dear and special. Te quiero Lally

Much More Than Just A Friend
by Lally
I go online and see you on and automatically my smile gets bright
I dont know what it is about you that makes me fall without a fight.
You are my friend and maybe more
But these feelings that i keep inside are hidden in my core.
I wish i would just blurt it out and say just how i feel.
But sometimes when i open up, I shut back down by fear.
Its funny how i care for you but try to keep you away.
It seems like thats the only way i know that you will stay.
I fear that once i let you in our relationship will fade.
Im just afraid of re-living some mistakes ive made.
You mean much more than just a friend.
Like i told you before ill ride for you till the end.

We both been hurt, we both have cried. 

We both had our share of lonely sighs

I wish i knew where this could lead

Because maybe then we would both be freed 

Emotions would show what i have been hiding 

and maybe you will show me what ive had trouble finding 

But these are just lil thoughts of wat i really feel 

Wish i could let go of him and see whats really real 

He is a good man to me indeed 

But maybe you Scholar is what i need 

Its hard to know if this is true. 

Because i just cant take the chance to losing you.