Friday, April 10, 2009

This is Me: Thatiana Pagung





I love Brazil to death. I may be black but i think inside I'm Brazilian lol. I love Brazilian women especially Afro-Brazilian women. This woman right here is a beauty I just can't escape I love this beautiful woman. Her name is Thatiana Pagung, now when i first saw her name I thought she was Philippino. She is the Queen of the Drums for the Samba School Mocidade Independente of Padre Miguel. She is a great dancer and she has a smile out of this world. This woman makes me think that i could go on alot of adventures in life with. She has a smile that would brighten up my darkest day. Her accent is so cute and she just overflows with sensuality and sexiness. I love her hair and her body. What I like about Thatiana's body is that it is equally shaped, like God carved it himself and sculpted it with his own hands. The thing that drives me crazy about Thatiana is her skin tone. Her Skin tone is lovely. Just think about how the sun or moonlight hits that skin of hers. This is the kind of woman I can see myself going to the beach and go swimming with and play in the water with her and have fun. She so damn beautiful I would watch her sleep lol. I mean can you imagine just watching a woman with beauty like hers sleep and it just makes you smile that that is your woman. I bet I could have super fun with her at a soccer game. When Carnival comes around you know I'm going to be right beside her dancing and singing my heart out. Then again, my heart belongs to another Samba School so i can't do that but i will surely support her. And lets not forget if i had a daughter she would be the most beautiful baby in the world because she gets it from her mother. I can see her being a excellent mother in my mind. Thatiana is definitely all me right there. Yes Lord that is all me lol.

Lo Sweatas




I love this song. It's like listening to a new age Wu Tang Clan, maybe it's the beat lol. But the Song is tight as hell to me i immediately nod my head to it. Chi-Town Stand Up and support these brothas cause they are good.



Now me personally I like an hour glass shape. However my confidence made me afraid to seek out my preference. Fellas seek out what u want in life, if you want the chick that look like Kim Kardashian but with a spirit and Mind like India Arie then go for it. The only one thing stopping you is you. If you don't like out of shape women then don't mess with em. Go for what u want and don't try to settle for anything less.

The Wall of Silence: The Video

The Wall of Silence


I was watching youtube and some of the black men on there have videos talking about the Wall of Silence. This "Wall of Silence" is basically when Black Men become silent to the so called "New Age Black Woman". We are talking about the so called "Strong, Independent, Educated Black Woman." The Black Woman whose mind has been brainwashed by feminism (and Oprah lol). The Woman that says she doesn't need a man for anything. This woman represent the 70% of Single black women. All of this affects me, because I am a man and I am a black man, and I see all of what these brothers are saying. I get frustrated with Black Women, even the ones in my family. So I feel like becoming apart of this fight and this movement. I also feel like I should become silent, because the things I say fall on deaf ears. I don't know what to do and I'm a young man, the more knowledge I get and the more I understand the less B.S. I put up with. I made Diary of a Young Black Man not just for me but for my young brothas out there that are going thru life the same as me. I have thought about dating outside of my race but only because I had an admiration and love for different ethnicities of women. I still do as a matter of fact. However I never wanted to date outside my race because of the fact that I'm tired of this new evolved form of African American Women until now. I need order and balance in my life, this is natural for any race of man. But when you have women bringing chaos and no stability to your life, why would you stay with her. Even I am getting fed up with all of this. I feel like Cuba Gooding Jr. in "Boyz In the Hood", I'm tired of this shyt. I love Woman, I love the Black Woman, but she doesn't know who she is anymore and she rejects what she once was, the woman that founded civilizations and was historically a goddess on Earth. So now I wonder what can I do and what should I do? I feel the need to not say nothing to them anymore. Tariq Flex Nasheed, said that a man gives a woman two things, His seed of Knowledge and His biological seed. I have cultivated my seeds of Knowledge into a beautiful orchard, but i do not feel the need to share it with alot of these women.

So I share what little knowledge I have gotten and getting still with my brothas, because the more knowledge you get, the more responsibility you take on. And I willing accept this responsibilty, that's why my ultimate goal is to attain a Ph.d in Egyptology and teach to the masses because the need of Black Men as teachers and professors are there. Brothas we must not talk with this new black woman because it's not helping anylonger. It is time to just show them. I say we take the remaining few of our honored black queens who support us and just go. I use to say that African Americans must go on an Exodus so we can find the promise land. Now i believe that more than ever. We as men like to fix things, but this is one problem we can't fix nor should we try. Let the strong, independent, educated black woman do that. Let's just stand back and she how she handles the world on her shoulders like Atlas. If Black Men should talk to anyone it should be ourselve because no matter our backrounds we have a common problem that we must fix in order to ensure the survival of our people.

I was watching "A Great and Mighty Walk", which is a documentary on famous historian Dr. John Henrik Clarke. He said that black people have not throughly studied the rise of modern Japan. Dr. Clarke is right. Here you have a people who was on the losing side of WWII, they were brutally slaughtered by two Atomic Bombs and for a time foreigners occupied their country. Now look at them they are at the forefront of technology. While America was talking about the future, (you all remember those 1950's news reels on how we will be futurized by this milenium lol) the Japanese are getting there. They didn't argue or complain they hit the ground running and now look at where they are. If this wall of silence is to succeed we must build new and improved institutions in our communities. We can do just what the Japanese did, but not like how they did it because we are not Japanese, but we can take their lessons and work them to our own benefit that fits who we are as a people. We have to, as I like to call it, protect and control our Center, which is Africa. We are the first Civilization we know how to create civilizations better than anyone. So now is the time where we should be in the buisness of nation building.

We have to do serious planning and not let no one know our plans that will do us harm even if they are Black. Remember when u were a kid and you and your boys would have a secret club and you would let no one in that was not in the club. That's is how we have to be. That is how I see the wall of silence, A club that allows us black men to do our planning for a new nation. I thank those men on youtube that are making their voices heard and speaking for the rest of us. Much respect to CalvaryIsHere, Sarge, KomicGenius, Thugtician, KaptainSolo, and many more. Much love and admiration to the awakened women on youtube like Beaut4Brns, Statuesqueone, and others. Much Respect to The Men of Means group I hope we can shake up the world and rise to greater hights. Lets get this movement off the ground and be the great people that set the standard for others to follow.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

International Mackin


I have this plan of going with my boys on a tour around the country and the world. I want to see other places and people get the of experience of being in a new place. Fellas if you ever feel like the pickings of women in your city, town, state etc. are slim, this is when you take your mackin somewhere else. It's refreshing, it gets you out of your element and makes you versatile. You have to treat yourself as if you're a franchise team and being that you just can't have home games, you also have to have away games as well. If you want to take it further go to another country see the women in that country and how they are. The point is to find a woman that is for you. Another point is to have life changing experiences and memories. Me personally one day I'm going to Egypt, Japan, certain countries in Africa, and above all Brasil. But if i find a woman in these country you best believe i'm keeping her lol. Sometimes that's what it takes when you want to get what you want. Campaign till you get elected and take your mackin on the road and overseas.

This is Me: Tasha Reid (YOON MI RAE)




When I look at the beauty or inner beauty of a woman, I say, "That's me right there." This means that that woman is my type of woman, the woman i can see on my arm as my girl or wife. Now I have many taste in women so I will be doing this more than once to show my many preferences in women. My first one is Tasha Reid AKA YOON MI RAE. She is a Korean/African-American singer and rapper. They call this woman the Queen of Soul in Korea. Now I just found out about her today by clicking on her song Black Happiness on youtube and I was blown away. This is a woman who is bi-racial but she talks about her growing up as a bi-racial child. How her mom's ethnic identity is celebrated and her dad's is not. But i immediately vibed to it and i was like she is beautiful i love her smile and it's jus something about her that speaks to me. To me it's like she has a very good and sweet spirit. That's just a vibe that she gives off to me. This is me because I love asian woman especially South East Asian women. I feel that as a man, she and I can have an understanding on some things. I think she brings with her a light that overshines the darkness. To me, Tasha is very versitile and that is very attractive. Plus, it would be cool to have an Asian woman that dances on beat and got some soul in them lol. That is one of Tasha's great attractions for me she has soul, and I love a woman with soul...